Deja Vu

At this vary moment ,while writing my 2nd post in my Blog , I am in tumultuous phase b'cuz of something I never imagined to be like, but ,somewhere a progressive gesture is felt within ,and a smiling wise thought twinkles my eyes saying ," The less energy you spend on emotional pondering, the more u' ve to take intelligent decisions" .But...u know folks , when the same cycle of life is repeated in a same way ,with not even a minor change...u do get annoyed and ,the degree of annoyance increase when u see the same effects, causes, reasons and more importantly the conclusion & moral of the story are same as before.. at this vary sequence 'Part-II' of my life....I feel , if I owned a house in Beverly Hills with all luxuries n my fav actor beside me ,then also I would prefer to, rent it to anybody and live in Hell!

I often try to make sense out of things ,even when I know the other person will snuff out me.I always try to explore good qualities of a person even if they have bulk of bad and ,become there frnds..But ,those frnds who know me well say , ' U very quickly believe ppl'.I feel this is a way I fulfill my innate longing for ' HUMANITY ' in me;I just try to come out with my best efforts for the other person ,so that he\she doesn't curse the entire MANKIND, and hence I jump into it ,without giving a second thought. To me ,life goes on with some principles which I cannot sacrifice for Money, Success or Power . Secondly, I should not nurture such vices in me ,that makes me feel 'barbaric' & quest myself when I die, that ,why I lived so dreadful life, when I had a chance to make the most. All I need is modicum of respect ,love n care as a Human, Woman, Daughter ,Sister ,Friend , Lover ,Wife and Countryman . My all roles in life should make me feel proud & pride for what I am.

I believe in equality to all humans, including the eunuchs ! Yes.. I know ,what u all are wondering ...but really ,I wanna put this kibosh on .Why can't eunuchs be part of our society, as we Men 'n' Women can? I Myself ,was never compassionate about the 3rd gender ...n whenever use to see them..just try to hide as far as I can.. don't know why I did that?

Incidentally, few days back I read an article about the same,it showcased the realities of how these 'Hermaphrodites' -(as the medicos refer them) live there life. The matter came to limelight, when a lady in Kolkata gave birth to her 1st baby , after 9yrs of marriage n that shockingly came out to be Hermaphrodite, as the family got to know the news in hospital, it took a snap decision .And, were all set to handover the child to the 'Community of Eunuchs' without even giving glimpse of that, long-awaited, million worth child before birth ,to the mother. She cried, to her husband for one look of her child...she wanted to know how her own child is. Isn't that reasonable enough?

 The equipoise, shredding tears were either way, happiness of a new baby & sadness of giving birth to someone who will never be acceptable by its own family! It was the first time when I cried n my mood was off .Had many questions in my mind ,I tried asking to some Proffs at my college,but they ignored sayin we ' r not the one! Then ,I get on to my mum ,she did gave me facts, but then asked to shut-up n get back to studies and ,discussing this on net could led the matter to some other unwanted directions . So ,I did some research work , nd found the Eunuchs Community takes MONEY from parents giving birth to 'hermas' ,so tat there life can be survived. On the other hand ,education is never provided to them.They are just taught to write there names , both in hindi n english...thats it! This is what they learn in whole life .

I believe , that this GENDER can work more efficiently than us. And, can help led the country, too. Our 25% population is Disabled, that means no work can be expected from them. But if we mull ,we'll find this 25% population can be recovered from that of Eunuchs ,who also are also 25% of the Indian population. So ,if by enduring proper education & care the catastrophes get ameliorated ,then ,why not ??? We as counterpart-humans, just need to provide them with modicum of respect&love. And , the country can earn billions. But ,the people of our country ,randomly moves with an ideology that , " Regression lines can be used to calculate intermediate values of the variables interpolation ,only ! ". Tell u what ..it is pointless quibbling over the definition of danger ,coz of eunuchs contribution in country's economy! No.. No ..this is not at all Verbatism ! !

Bur=bur=bur....rrrr , come back to my Topic of the Day!! Where were we ..? Ya...I was tumult . So, the incessant series of abysmal events ..in life is a bit bogey ,and hence the lustrous sounding & not meaning ; 'deja vu' is into existence. Hey, few of u must be disappointed with me as "The Saga of KGP" was to be in scripted this time but due to my fathom anger it is postponed for next time, sorry..

And ,deer Honey Buds , kgp will after all take that time...cmon..cheer up!