Guess who's the muse for the moment..? No...not Kgp ! But, I m really happy to receive such a commendable response for the post from all the kgpians ,and what makes me feel more gud is, without hurting anybody's feeling I did it successfully. Thanks to all of u, incl. the X-kgpians too. There are two more editions to come by next month, as n how decided . So , this time I m not taking kgp in my context.
From past many weeks, I've been experiencing incidences ,which have prison my mind into shackles. To say the least, 'Khalbali Hai Khalbali' .Feels ,I am again back in my childhood , where I 've many questions coming to mind ,each and every moment .And, I m eagerly looking for the answers but, my age factor comes in mid of it...n I 've to explain myself..I am a grown-up gal, who is matured , sensible and hence such questions should not be asked ! Well , I don't give a damn to anyone..who thinks so! After all, its my mind ,that is not ready to move forward for anything ,until and unless..these questions are answered , with logics plzzz.. So, I appeal u to answer ...if u've come across the same.
There are sound psychological reasons to finish what you start . Your self-worth , self-respect rise in the absorption and intensity of those learning moments. You also prove to yourself that you can organize , can be disciplined , can be\will be independent to see things to the end. This is what is called a learning loop -as it curves upwards, it becomes your form of expression whirling into several graceful loops . You find yourself thinking, " Wow!! Was that me talking?" Well...no claps here!! Actually , every time I sit to write something ,I find a new VIJETA in me . So, am I going on right track? Or I need to go incessantly ,till I Die?
Now , without taking any more twist&turns I come straightly to my 'Khalbali' . I am an Idealistic. This is a fact , and moreover I enjoy being one . But , as I am growing up,the spectrum of my career and relationship department is getting wide\wider\widest ,and demanding a lot from me otherwise, I mean not just hard wok , but it also compels me to leave the Real 'ME' and do things which my heart , ethics ,principles disallow to achieve what I desire. How can I leave Myself for the sake of, what I obsessed for ??? Some of u must be muttering , 'I have been through all this , anyways lets see what she has new to say'. Thanks for taking this wise decision.
"Paradise is exactly like , where you are right now..only much , much better"...is it justifiable ? May be , at times. Couple of weeks back ,a friend of mine , advised me ,that there is 'No meaning to each and every thing ,so stop finding reasons or answers to matters'. I followed to what the friend said for quiet a few days, but adopting this ideology obfuscated me day n night. I felt disgusting. The remedy to my problem was far away ..but ,I got myriad of questions blocking my mind. I conquered it with my regular relaxation ways but that's temporary .
Some of my questions are as:-
1. Why we hate the same person, after loving him\her so much? Is it a real hatred ?
2. Is it possible for a single person to please the whole world or make it happy? If yes, how does one do so?
3.Why do we cry on death of our beloved? Is it for humanity sake ?
4. What is meant by Love? Is it everlasting ? If yes, then why do ppl drift apart so fast & easily?
5. Why men never express themselves and make Silence there language? Are they really strong or do they pretend to be?
In midst of all, don't know if these questions ever get their answers? But, this khalbali..will clamor for her attention ,while I'd just be stewing in a corner. And, get back again with a new post! Is it what life is all about??? huuuh...!!!
Happy Diwali to all .
10 comments:
sorry for being cruel but ur question sound like they r straight out of a karan johar flick.
Life's much more beautiful when u refuse to think.
@ Anonymous: First of all thx for encouragement to this post. N secondly..these questions are original..n they r mine..n it may happen that karan actually became a burglur n he took from me..But u know..it wud 've been better , if u cud answer one..at least try once..dude!
n next time tell u r name too..if u dont mind.
Thinking!!!and on these universal questions?? thats the only thing i have been doing for the last four years ,day in and day out(LITERALLY!!).....and everytime i feel like i am getting somewhere near, i do a complete circle and come back to the same point where i started.
Buddha ,aristotle, gandhi ,the bible ,gita ,koran,upanishads could not satisfy me(but i did get a ruined life for the effort.......or maybe i was not destined for guidance :D )
Life's get much simpler if u have role models or rules explicitly written out 4 u or where ur questions r simply discouraged(In simpler words - get a religion;It helps. :P )....or thats'at least wat my ignorant mind can figure out
And what's in a name; an anonymous by any other name will smell as bitter.( Forgive me BARD :D :P)
Steve Job's stanford speech was pretty useful.U can get the mp3 on DC++ or video on youtube.com
It's stupid of me.Ignore it.
@Anonymous: Hyper..overexcited..overestimated...this what i find from ur reply.I think u r in search of somth. very precious iin ur life..but ur rite now in confused leeway..tat i can very well see n feel too. Anyway where 've u been in 4 yrs..i hope not any Jail!!
n nothgstupid of u..its ok...just tat it was required in context.Tk.
baap re baap...u r 2 confused re...wat makes u to come up with so many q's[:O]
@Vampire: Uff..Vampy u also...!! I 'd expected at least u wud answer one for me..Do try to answer any one of them...u r mature among all..n ain't confuse..its somthg. which makes me think this.
will look to ur answer.
True...Still in a jail- popularly called IIT Kharagpur :(
@Anonymous: N now May I certainly know..who this prisoner is..? Do i know u??
yar..jo bhi ho..at least koi mind-blowing feedback toh dete..so tat at least my confusion get away..not may be much..
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