Detest to be a girl child !

I am very firm on writing about, me being a girl child . Recently , I have been so annoyed and disgusted with the people around ,who have not left a single opportunity to criticize me of being a girl child. That ,I hate the to be a girl child.I seriously do ,for very first time in life.


Why is life so crude and unfair being born as a girl child?

You can't do things , the best things in the world just because YOU ARE A GIRL !? I am a human after all. I have passion for other things ,which I've just read or heard or seen .But ,can never ever do it life ! How partial is this? I can never go alone on Bike Ride ,driving in the deep down valleys of Leh-Ladakh , Kashmir , and for that any place ! I can always ask my future hubby or the guy in my life to assist me in my ride , depends, whether he likes doing this or not. Otherwise, I will never be able to live it up this wish of mine fulfilled. Had I been a guy , this would have been a cakewalk for me like other guys or like my brothers do it !

Point 2: Being a girl is so very difficult for me , because I am not a person who can exhibit feminism ! I like to be free. Like a birdie. Caring about no single thing. And ,I call it life if I can do things ,that I like and want to do. At least, my people should never stop me doing things just coz I am girl ! And, I am very well aware of the experiences I'd while doing things that a girl should'nt have generally. People, do form a negative opinion about you and they don't wanna try you or they have no-good response towards.That's Gross !

Point 3: I cannot use some words or dialects or phrases or go alone after 6 pm to market ,just coz I am a girl ! What am I for? Are we living in some god damn conservative world? What you have to do with time or place or whatever?! Why can't you do things , just they way u like it ?!

Point 4: Why are you suppose to do the psuedogiri the other female in your family or in your relatives/friends have done? Why can't you just BE YOURSELF? Why your anger is mistaken often as crossing line of the honour and pride of your family? Why you have to be sophisticated and acting all the time , which you just don't want to !

Point 5: Why your every decision about life/career/ambitions is depended on others? Why are you always sympathised for being a girl?! @#$% And , why if any failure in your comes, is backed with the reason ..that 'you could have avoided , should have used brains to stop urself doing this n all,after all u r a GIRL! Girls ,don't do this. These things don't suit to girls' I guess ,then its better to live life as a bitch then as a girl ! At least , you will treated as a DOG only !


I don't know when my volcano will burst out..when I will fly as a bird in true sense ,caring of nothing ,not binded of any rules and regulations and of allegations . And, to live this life simply as a HUMAN .

And, if not in this life..I'd want to take birth as a boy. I love their freedom and they actually live life in true sense.They show real human spirit.Hats off to them for this.