Some things always come to an end....

"Some things always come to an end...."

I strongly believe in this most common saying , quiet recently. Dating back since my school days I never believed in it. I was never so practical to make a mind set , that those friends u make in your school time..will ever leave you..I knew they are studying with me for next 14 years and it is more than satisfying one could get.

But, in my Grade 7th ,I made a friend who was a good friend .She was just like me..but too loud and mischievous and use to bully others...I wasn't such type , though. She and I were seating partners in class 7th and 8th. She was a mighty figure. I could never forget her..though we departed after 2 years. We even had bad fights ,but my liking for her never got shaken. I liked the kind she was. But, she surely was not my type. Then , I realized a few things about life ,people,friendship et al.

In my 11th class , I met a new specie of people. A totally bifurcated caste n crew of our batch , which i never looked upon. All my friends took Maths /Sci but none wanted to take Commerce. It was me , who decided to take commerce +C.Sc and continue studying in CBSE Board . I love CBSE Board .Ashok Ganguly, Rocks! :) This is the man ,whose brainchild always fascinated me about his ideas on innovating education and its ways. I like it, thats all.

So, in 11th Class I'd new people ,new subject, new teachers ,new set of mind and yes new friends. I guess ,these two years of school life I was serious for studies,rest I was never ! I grommed myself to the best. I saw life changing its pace..friends changing their dialects....everything was a new experience and I lived it. Life was still too unpredictable for me. After 12th, I got my carrer. the kind of carrer I wanna be in. Law. I found myself, never so dedicated and head strong. It was a passion.My days n night were spent thining ,eating ,drinking ,talking law. It was a magic. I wanted it badly. I performed well. In 20 days of prep , I could manage a good score and missed my merit by .05 marks. This was disastrous! I still get shivering when I think of that day...its encrypted in my mind n heart forever . After that I cried, I cried and I cried. I filled only one form of Law ,only because my maternal uncle asked me to,who was himself a judge.

My dad, never wnated me to take a drop year and sit at home. that time , there were no coaching for law in my city. He was'nt even ready to send me out for coaching. It was a big mess for me. I can call them my wonder years. I enjoyed the beauty ,the power of my dreams. It was a new me ,like never before. I became quiet. Nothing in my head could make me happy apart from law ,law talks,law people. Yea, I was crazy. in my commerce college, which was forcibly decided by my dad ,I did not interacted with classmates there for 1.5 years. they knew me as a quiet girl, who dosen't talk, reads newspaper ,always carry an oxford dictinary and reacts only to professors in class. May be ,I was punhsing myself .But, that was me. Later in 1.5 years I met Su and Tej and they became my friends. Tej is still in touch but Su..she went her way and we never became friends again...it was sad but some things always come to an end...she taught me to accept the reality of life. Grateful to her.Thanks buddy :-)

Later, I met a friend who was not of my age or my stream or anything. Everything was unplanned ,even our friendship and even our depart. Yes,even departation happened here too...and again my mind says no matter how good things are or the good memories they give they ALWAYS come to an end...because they are ought to end ..so that new things can come in our life and we can be loving and faithful to them..

Last note in this post, I misss all my friends who departed fomr soem reason or other...but they always remain in my heart ....things end with a bad note only but within our heart I can never loathe the poeple I once loved..thats me !

Love u all my pals :) Miss u all :(