Cruel Melody..

Black Light Burns photo 2007
from left: Wes Borland, Danny Lohner, Marshall Kilpatric & Nick Annis

The Biography of Black Light Burns

Los Angeles, California USA-based Black Light Burns is the new project from former Limp Bizkit guitarist Wes Borland.

The group, with the debut album "Cruel Melody", brought many talented musicians together to create a very unique Alternative-Metal Industrial full-length disc; the studio version of the band consists of Borland on vocals+guitar, longtime Nine Inch Nails accomplice producer bass guitarist Danny Lohner, keyboardist Josh Eustis and drummer Josh Freese best known for his work with A Perfect Circle. The touring line-up features Borland, guitarist Nick Annis, bassist Sean Fetterman and drummer Marshall Kilpatric.

Now, what I liked is, this song, 'Cruel Melody'. Just have a look.Enjoy.

If I could paint your picture
I'd paint you as the sea
I'd let you become the tide

If I could fall into you
I'd let you swallow me
So I could see you from the inside

And it's a cruel melody
That you sing when I'm away
Trying to find where the sun shines
In a land that's turning gray
And it's a cruel memory
To look back on who we were
'cause my past is a poison
And I'll never find a cure

If I could break a promise
I'd tell 1000 lies
To have you look at me agains

But your heart is empty of me
I see it in your eyes
It wasn't meant for me to win

And it's a cruel melody
That you sing when I'm away
Trying to find where the sun shines
In a land that's turning gray
And it's a cruel memory

To look back on who we were
'cause my past is a poison
And I'll never find a cure

Take me away, I might as well be yours..

Mrignayni....

I get a very different feeling , tried not to write it on my blog from past 1 month or so..but today I realease all the contraints and want to express something ,that has been troubling me for quiet a long time now... again I am writing what comes to me at the moment aint' analysing or editing anything..neither after completion of this post.

Believe it or not I tango with life differently, I m sure all do. Still, I believe I am different.

Alvida ....or terms related to Alvida or any song that has the word Alvida , it sucks me . Call it humiliation. I HATE IT. There is a reason , to everything I do or don't do. Can you ever ever ever in your life say Alvida or Goodbye to anyone , from your heart? Yes or No. What's real , will remain real . No matter u deny its existence. Then Y Y Y , assume something that you heart isn't ready for?

I mean its like doing something you don't want to cast vote for but you are mandatorily doing for the sake of @#$% . I dislike all the feeling to Alvida or goodbye , its completely fooling yourself and I AM SORRY , I will not accept that foolish ...uterly foolish statements!

There are many others things we can think upon for eg. life in Carribbean , or a exploring life of a single traveller or of an Invisible existence of an human. I am certainly , deciding to change the line of post . I mean come on, a change is important in life..

To conclude, when you get aprt it dosent mean a goodbye but a break which will turn out positive to make the prevelant situation ie negative ,to make it happier and know the thing /relationship in a much better way.

Got my minors from 22 Sep 08, first exams of the season . Hope, I'll go well.

Agnee-The Fire within

Agnee -Arijit,Koko,Mohan

Its definitely the season of Pakistani imports.After bands like Strings,Jal,Fuzon there's nothing left fir Indian Audience to look upon. But, there is one such Indian band,Agnee. Agnee is the first Indian rock band to have seen a huge celebrated main stream release. The album can be best described as the perfect blend of contemporary musicians and traditional virtuosity.

The young trio (Arijit, Koko and Mohan) are full of energy and life. Formed a year back, it is a collective of three individual styles of composing and performing. Arijit with his Jazz-Rock influences, Koko with his Classic Rock, Pop and Indian influences and Mohan with his Carnatic and Hindustani classical influences.

This one's fresh from the oven and smells promising.I quiet liked there first album.In fact, in Roadies 5.0 Agnee has given the background score Ghar se hum chale ;where Raghu Ram (!!) makes the special appearance in his signature style.Quiet liked it.

But,one particular song that strikes my cord is here...I might have listened to this song for odd times at odd hours ! Just have a look at this song..Its a love-costipated piece of work .

Shaam Tanha Si Lage

Sabhi Se Hum Bekhabar

Phoolon Ke Rang Dhoomil

Lagne Lage Hain Sabhi

Yun Na Aayi Khamoshiyan

Muskurati Hain Shokhiyan

Sune Pal Hain Paheliyan

Chedti Hain Yeh Badliyan

Shaam Tanha Si Lage

Sabhi Se Hum Bekhabar

Ta Ra Ra Ta Ra…

Roothein Hain Naina, Mohe Na Chaina

Kya Haalat Hai Meri Main Kaise Kahoon

Tere Jaane Se, Tere Jaane Se

Main Adhoora Reh Gaya

Shaam Tanha Si Lage

Sabhi Se Hum Bekhabar

Phoolon Ke Rang Dhoomil

Lagne Lage Hain Sabhi

Yun Na Aayi Khamoshiyan

Muskurati Hain Shokhiyan

Sune Pal Hain Paheliyan

Chedti Hain Yeh Badliyan ..dil se

In addition, the video is outstanding and really takes you to different world. Check out urself .Here's the link of the video

28\07\08

Teri Yaadein...

Ok..now don't mull over..whose 'yaadein' it is! [:p] This is one particular hindi song that has really ringed me up these days..beautiful lyrics ,great composition ,amazing music ,defining true love..as ppl say! As , this is one of my fav song too.So, I wanna share this with all of u...

I hope u'd like it..The female Version of this song is much better than male version sung by, KASEER KHAN. Anyways , here it goes...

Teri yaadein, mulakaatein,wo raatein aur baatein,

teri saansein, wo baahein,ab mujhko yaad aayein,

tere bina mera jiya,sataaye kyun piya,

yaadon ne teri mujhpe,ye jaadu kiya re,

teri saasein, wo baahein,ab mujhko yaad aayein,

wo adaaon,ki ghataayein,mere dilko chhu jayein,

pyaari,ye duniya saaari maine,hai tujhpe vaari,

dil ne,mere dil ne tujhse yaari ki baazi haari re,

tere khayaalon me,khayaalon me..bus tum,

meri nigaahon me,nigaahon me..bus tum,

waapas aa jaao…..

mere paas,tum sada,

waapas aa jaao…..

mere paas tum sada..

suna mera jahaan,bhoola main hun kahaan,

jaana hai jaane jaan,tera rahoon,

piyaa…..piyaa…….

waapas aa jaao..mere paas tum sada,

waapas aa jaao,

mere paas tum sada..piya tera jiya..piya tera jiya..piya tera jiya..

tu hai kahaan..

tera karoon intezaar,

tu mere dil ka karaar,

itna hai aitbaar,

maanoonga na main bhi haar.


This Song is From Love Story T.V Serial ,directed by Anurag Basu.
Here ,you Can Catch up with the ViDeO oF ThIs SoNg

Hindi wala Hariharan

Those who know me, they have the vary idea about my music likings too. I am very much passionate about music but I just loathe one particular type of singing and ie. Ghazals. I know, its shocking . But, I have a reason for disliking them. And, that is, Ghazals help you to mourn more! What has life given to us,good or bad , what is the sense in mourning for it? If you'r so bothered you would have done something to achieve that thing but taking help of soul-sterring words..really fails me to understand ,is the person real or fake? I am sorry to say this, but that's what I feel. And, I don't wait for a second more to change my track ,if at all ghazals do exist.

Woh..kehte hai na..jo hum nahi chahte wohi milta hai..? I am not either an execptional.At my home my dad and sis are biig time ghazal fans.My dad is so cruel at times ,that he drags me to ghazals nights with him and I've to play a wicked trick so that he throws me out. I remember one such ghazal night. It was Sunday, we were on a day out and later we went for dinner out.The hotel tried to entertain its customers with Sham-e-Ghazal.

As we entered inside,the ghazal singer sat in the dias and I screamed a loud.."Dad! we'r not going to eat here." Everybody looked around and my sis pinched me to keep shut , I argued .Mum came tried to convince ,finally daddy cool appeared and ordered/ warned, "Here and nowhere else, if you want to go out tommorrow ,just sit quietly" Yea..I agreed and beared,yelled etc .But, that night was good. I liked one ghazal out of 20 the singer sang. Chand andayi le raha hai... I never heard this ghazal before and neither after that but this was one,which really suited my situation and was an eternal bliss.

Recently, my dad has got a new collection of Hariharan.The Veteran singer. Frankly, speaking I like only a few of his songs. But, in Dadwood .Nothing works. He played Hariharan collection some 6-7 times a day. Subah utho..toh shaam ko novel padho toh, raat mein soo toh..hadh thi .

One entire day,I did'nt complain my dad about these new ghazal but he played them n number of times and for weeks I had to bear this.So, I quiet leanred a few ghazals too and like them also.Here are they:-

1.Maikade bandh kare laakh

maikade bandh kare laakh zamaanevaaleshahar
mein kam nahin aankhon se pilaanevaale

kaash mujhako lagaale tu kabhi sine se
meri tasavir ko sine se lagaanevaaleham

yaqin aapake vaadepe bhala kaise karein
aap haragiz nahin vaada nibhaanevaale

apane aibon pe nazar jinaki nahin hoti hain
aaina unako dikhaate hain zamaanevaale

2.Mujhe Phir wahi yaad ane lage hai...

Mujhe phir vahi yaad aane lage hai

mudhdaton gam pe gam uthaaye hain
tab kahin jaake musakuraaye hain

ek nigaah khuluus ki khaatir
zindagi bhar fareb khaaye hain

mujhe phir vahi yaad aane lage hain
jinhe bhuulane mein zamaane lage hain

suna hai hamein vah bhuulaane lage hain
to kya ham unhein yaad aane lage hain

yah kahana hai unase muhabbat hain mujhko
yah kahane mein unase zamaane lage hain

qayaamat yaqinan karib aa gayi hain
khumaar ab to masjid mein jaane lage hain

My Isle of joy

Everybody in their lives get a genie for once.Have you seen. "Dream of Genie" T.V show? It use to come in Sony channel.I was very jeolous of Roger, an U.S Army official who had a genie.She use to fulfill anything ,Roger ever demanded.But, Roger was a person who liked to do all his work by himself and in a legal way. The Genie got impressed and lived forever with him. But, in real life. A Genie can never be your's..I thank God for introducing me to iGenie.Thanks.

A message to genie,if anywhere :

" am glad you are back to life! Let some things be unsaid I have accepted all your rules and regulations about life.But, if you can take one of mine, please don't let that curve on your face ,get straight ever! Coz u deserve happiness and a smile forever for all hardwork you do & the way you live your life..Forgive, for my sins.And, I hope now dil is not parehan.. "

I am all ears anytime ,anyday. That's all from me.

iG Have a great life.

The 'Unmissable'

" Its true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,but it's also true that we don't know what we 've been missing until it arrives"

OK. I have a lot more things to write about ,but today I want to put my spotlight on the most uneasy and impatient word 'Missing' .Everybody in their life have some thing,some person ,some moments , some achievements that they miss in life . By the age of 21 years ,I have met many people who have given me respect to share there feelings about their loved ones. If I seperate teh feelings of guys n gals for a moment. Then the only difference between them would be, " Girls admit they miss a thing ,a person n will describe u the entire thing in a nanosecond." whereas , Guys will not say they miss a thing, a person but there actions, bodylanguage goes more clear than words" .The only advantage guys have ,their admittance about 'Missing' is always doubtable ! So, nobody can win an arguement with them..u bet!

Well , I am girl and I do miss people who were in my life.I might have fight with them but I also had great time with them.There were days when I trusted them ,loved them and I still do. As it is said, good things don't last. So, that's life!

This post is dedicated to all the lovely humans out there, who miss their beloved but can't say it.Here I am to make u smile. Read n enjoy the beautiful life journey without regrets n grudges!

I hope u'd like the 'Unmissable' quotes :)

“I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother;for those were some of the best times of my life.”

“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”

“One day you'll miss me like i missed youOne day you'll cry for me like I cried for you andOne day you'll love me and I won't love you”

“They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now”

“I'm not a complete idiot, some parts are missing”

"I dropped a tear in the ocean ...The day you find it is the day il stop missing you "

"Absence from whom we love is worse than death and frustrates hope severer than despair." - William Cowper

"What is the opposite of two? A lonely me, a lonely you." - Richard Southey

"The reason it hurts so much to seperate is because our souls are connected." - Nicholas Sparks

"In the hope to meet
Shortly again, and make our absence sweet. " - Ben Jonson

"A goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again." - Author Unknown

"Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure,if I knew you were missing me too." - Author Unknown

"It is loneliness that makes the loudest noise .This is true of men as of dogs." - Eric Hoffer

I think that's enough for that day..yeah?! We all know within ourselves who much we love things , miss them but its just the words that do wonders..sometimes we say them sometimes we don't. Well all happens for the better of oneself. Live life!

And ,before I leave you in memory of your loved ones..Here's my favorite quote on 'missing' (all mentioned above, i like them ,also) :

" Sometimes one person is missing , seems whole world is depopulated." - Lamartine

Happy New Year!

Wishing all my friends A Very Happy New Year ! May all have a gr8 life! Vj