Little Big Voice

I should'nt be here,then where? In the back of my mind ,I suspect I should have non-anger pills. Is the situation, so worse? But,I still couldn't really believe it, when a fight with a friend, realized me this.I had absolute faith in my relationships. I can't really say I am fit as a fiddle. But, I surmise I have learnt again something from life, relations and the aftermath,of course.

As far as I see,I am not suppose to answer anyone or justify anything.But,I still prefer to be straight and clear like ,what I mean and why I behaved so and so.I am never boorish with my friends. There are some circumstances when they DON'T understand my principles,so I've to settle scores in a normal and hilarious way.I am not a talented napper .I knock off exactly after 15 minutes. To surpirze you more ,I do just the reverse of this quote, "Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak and remove all doubt."

Human is very sharp creature, the more you try n work with him ,the more you are worked up! I don't understand why things get complex, when just can be soughted out in just a word of care or may be just a smile can give big time relief. But, no people love to play with games and then curse god,world,life, and yes don't forget that friend! After all ,this analysis would'nt have been possible without the hatred n support of the lovely friend. (# the one u'd fite with)

Looking for trouble? Call your friend and ask 3 good and bad things about yourself.If he/she denies , press them to answer.Still if they don't, analyse things right from begenning of the friendship. If the couterpart,wants to take some revenge from you a fight is very much possible ,even if your stars say "Today u'll have a hot brunch with a friend!" .Don't give a shit to astrology,if u ever do! You bet..the relationship get much worse and you end up saying," It was destined to happen!"

Anyway, coming back to fite fundas# Go on insisting for 10min with your friend to answer that question,if they still deny ?! You automatically get a spy eye..what's that can't be disclosed when we share everything? Now, that's the fire alarm! Just take a deep breathe ,your work is done. The fight is on. This situation is not less than a movie climax, the question rises ," Who will slam down the phone?" Certainly, by customs one has to keep blabbering and thus other will get a genuine reason to slam down the phone, thus mission accomplised. Want more trouble?

Now, hours later or a day later you miss your fighter friend.Curse yourself for doing this and being so bad, rude etc. You decide to call after some realizations.. many things come to your mind before calling.Things haunt. But, you remember one beautiful line your friend said..and in emotions you call!

You make faces ,when punching the number, cut the number once and then dial as if you forget the number, but that;s you ego coming in.Still you side it.Try it after 10 min ,reading a friendly- sms from them and then you again make attempt, common we are friends at the end of the day!

Bell rangs, you get concsious,raise you voice and say ,"what's up?" If voice, is apt to be normal you start with a good note or you are sarcastic anyway! If sarcastic, be ready for a heated conversation.You bet!

After, a while you all know.C'mon ,am not the one who fights alone with friends! Many do.Its just I get very much caring . A spice in life necessary! Sorry..to all the friends .And, love you , miss you all.[:)]